There it is, my face and i do silly faces. Hahaha. Well, ignore that. So, here it goes. Ehem ehem, testing testing, 123, hahaha. Okay, i haven't go to school yet because you know right, i've just finished with my operation last week. So, the doctor gave me an holiday! Wohooo. Aaaa, no lah, the doctor asked me to rest and i need a long rest tho. So, i have to study alone, here in my house. Still wanna ask if i have a men in my life? Still hell no, well i don't have any boyfriend yet. Maybe when i'm in University, i will find one. InsyaAllah. Am i happy or am i sad? Well, 50-50 actually. I still need a long time to discover my old life back. But, pray for me okay? :)
I know that Allah will be there for me when i need anything and i must not forget Allah if i'm happy or what. I know that one day things will change and i will be happy just like i used to. I just need to be very patience. Beside, FAMTH are here for me. WHAT IS FAMTH? NO, ACTUALLY, THEY ARE HUMAN BEINGS, JUST LIKE ME. AND FAMTH IS FARA ALISHA, ASYIQIN, MAZYU, THE T ONE IS ME AND HUSNA ADLINA. Is not like i don't have any friends right? I have my one big happy family here, and FAMTH and my other friends. So, InsyaAllah, i will be fine. It's not like i'm dying cause don't have any boyfriend. No no, i still have the Oxygen that Allah gave me and i'm so grateful for that.
So, here's a thing. There's this one girl, just one, not much. She always, i don't know, what to call but she's always 'tak puas hati' with me on Twitter. If i tweet something like 'mummy is cooking' or what and she will be like 'attention seeker much?' and just now, she's not following me on Twitter, and she stalk my profile and said that i'm horny cause i tweet 'I feel like i wanna fuck some human beings right now. Ugh'. Well, actually, everyone in Twitter used to tweet like that. Why she can't said 'horny' to other people if they tweet just like i tweet? Well, that's confused me a lot actually. Just my tweet that she's 'tak puas hati' about. I tell my friends about it, and guess what they said 'Thahirah, she must be totally jeolous with you right now, and that's why she's like that'. Even my grandpa said 'Orang yang ejek kita or tak puas hati dgn kita, sebernanya dia jeolous dgn kita'. And, my mom also said that too. She perli me in Twitter, said that i'm a attention seeker or anything. People used to tweet that their mom's is cooking or even do anything for their children, and we all know that right. So, here's the thing again, she don't care kalau orang lain tweet macam tu. But, if me, she will be like 'attention seeker much'. Oh lady, get a life. Be a grown up for awhile and try to act like one. She said that i'm a kid. Well, actually she's also a kid too. Guess what, i've asked my mom 'Mummy, kalau 13 sampai 17, budak ke dewasa ek mummy?' And this what my mom answered me 'Budak lah. Kalau 18 ke atas baru lah dewasa'. THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!! I know that she's my mom and she said like that. It's not just because of my mom or my friends. It's because it's fact, not nak menangkan siapa siapa.
She said that i'm a kiddo. Well, dia tak sedar ke? I wonder. She just, ugh i don't know how to say. She said i'm stupid. She doesn't know that if she said stupid to other people. Sooner or later, she will be double triple stupid than the people that she said too. And she fight with me over my Instagram. Well, that's unmatured at all. I took a picture of Lawak, Ke Der and tv. Then suddenly she asked me 'Ni pun nak Instagram ke' Then, i said 'Hihi, yes'. I said nicely. And guess what she answered me 'Why? I don't think that anyone would ever care'. She said like that. I get really pissed off by the time she said that. Well to me, it's my Instagram and it's mine. You wanna have one? Go and get one! Well, what can i do right, i just need to be very patience and live my amazing life. I don't need her to ruin my life all of sudden. Oh, no way! Not even in a million years.
Okay guys, that's for now. InsyaAllah if anything, i will post it more. Assalamualaikum and bye ;)
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