Saturday, February 11, 2017


6, Jalan Telawi 2, Bangsar Baru, 59100 Kuala Lumpur, Wilayah Persekutuan Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Tuesday, January 3, 2017

BALI 2016

The last time I update you guys was maybe at least 3 or 4 months ago. Well, maybe 5. A lot has changed within those months. From bad breakups to actually gave him another chance, finals, work, feeling so stressed out and a lot more. But now, suddenly, I update you guys with a blog post that has something to do with Bali. First of all, I went to Bali last month. Second, I miss writing exciting stuff with you guys. And third, I don't want to bore you with my life, Because trust me, it is not fun at all.

I went to Bali with my family, but without my parents. It was fun and weird at the same time. Being in a different country without your parents. I went with my uncle, my two aunts and my little cousin. I have to say thank you to my aunt and uncle for sponsoring me this trip. I need it guys. Trust me. 2016 was full of upside down for me. Some are amazing but most of it are not. Being in Bali was actually felt so amazing. It was actually the highlight of my year. Let me tell you why. I used my own pocket money to another country. My parents did gave me 200 MYR. But that wasn't enough. I didn't use that money. I actually used my own pocket money that I have been saving when I was working in Uniqlo (i'm still working there now). But I actually used my own money this time. To travel. To see the world. I am proud of myself. People wouldn't understand. My parents do. Bali was actually a last minute trip. Actually it wasn't. But to me it was. It was a 3 months planning trip between me and my aunt. But it was magical. Being in Bali was actually so relaxing and peaceful. I did took a lot of photos when I was there. But I decided to share some of my favourites. Let me introduce you, Bali, Indonesia <3


There you go. My emotions and memories are all based in all of these photos that I took. I have to thanks Bibik there for their hospitality while we were staying in our Villa. Thanks to the customer service at our second hotel. Everything. Thank you very much. It was amazing to be there. I can't wait to be back. Thank you Bali. You were amazing <3

Friday, October 28, 2016

College advise

I am writing here from college while waiting for my laptop charger. Yes, i left my laptop charger in class yesterday and of course i had to take it today for my assignments. First of all, i would like to say thank you so much from the bottom of my heart from my last post. I am actually quite fine since the last time I wrote to you guys. I am actually doing just fine with things right now. Even though, it wasn't how i planned it to be but I have to say, I'm just gonna enjoy every second and minute of it.
Semester break is getting closer and of course I am very excited to it. I can't wait till December because InsyaAllah, amazing things will happen to me and my family.

My brother, Thaqif, is sitting for his SPM in a couple of weeks. I wish him nothing but the best for him. Please pray for his success and everything, InsyaAllah. Assignments are getting way crazier than ever, even though it is just my first semester. I have to shoot for an advertisement for GATSBY company. I did a little bit but I just need to shoot one more scene, edit the video and then I am done. I have been getting a lot stress because of college, to be honest. Now I know and understand how college life works. If you're in high school, and you think that you can't wait to finish high school and go to college, well you're wrong. But to be honest, your life in college is way different than your life during high school. Friends here are amazing and some are worst. But, you will learn so many new things, experience different kinds of environment and that is why I love college so much. Even though, you had to stay back for your assignments until 8pm :-(

I didn't mean to scare you actually. Ok, to be honest, in college, you just need time. You need to find time and plan for your schedule. Everything, you just need to plan it. I pretty much plan everything here in college. It sucks but trust me, when you plan something of what you're gonna do later, you will feel calm and much more relax. And my advise to you, don't stress yourself too much. I'm stressing a lot because of stupid things and sometimes I don't even know why I stress too much. That's just me. Don't follow my stress attitude.

Anyways, I have to go now. I need to grab some lunch and wait for my charger. I hope you all are having a very wonderful day so far. Happy Deepavali and happy holidays x

Yours truly

Saturday, October 1, 2016

"When someone cries, it's not usually over one thing.
It's built up anger and emotions that is been holding in for too long"

I don't know where to begin but a simple hello would do. Hello there. I miss writing in this blog so much, to be honest. I have been focusing myself with a lot of assignments, classes, and work. I have to admit that sometimes I don't even have time for myself and my blog. But I love it here. I can write what ever the hell I want, what ever things that I want to say or just a simple thought.

Things have changed in my life, to be honest guys. With just a simple click, everything's changed. Some are for the best and some are not. First of all, let's talk about college life. College life for me has been very brutal, I must say. I have so many assignments that needed to pass up, so many things that I need to adapt and I have presentations every single week. I don't mind for presentation, to be honest. I love presenting actually. I love sharing new things to people. I love telling them. But I dislike essays. That is my worst nightmares. Although, I love writing, but essays are different from that. LOL. Friends wise? Friends are good. They all care for one another. If you're happy, they'll be happy with you and if you're sad, they're always gonna be there for you. I sometimes in class, I keep my mouth shut. I don't know why. Maybe I still need to get used to college, new life, new friends. I don't know. I'll get used to it, one day, InsyaAllah.

So, I broke up with Aideel. No, I am not sad or vise versa. I'm just not happy with the relationship that we had. He did nothing wrong to me actually. It is just me that wasn't happy with what we had in the past and for myself. I asked myself a while back. "Am I doing the right thing?" "Am I happy?" and to be honest guys, I am not actually. I didn't cry or anything. We had our darkest moments back then, we had so many fights, I cried a lot and the rest are history. I even asked myself "Why didn't I cried?" and the answer is I am tired of crying. I am tired of being unhappy and hoping things are going to be ok soon. We still talk every once in a while. We still talk like we're friends. And I think it's ok, you know.

This week was a very tiring week for me. I worked for 4 days straight, everyday after class. It wasn't fun at all. I didn't get enough of sleep or even rest. And now I am sick. Very sick actually, guys. Yesterday after work was the worst. I looked so tired at work yesterday, even my friends said so. And then, I texted my mom saying that I'm having a very strong headache. It was not fun at all, guys. I cannot open my eyes properly because I am feeling so weak. My throat hurts a lot and my body feel so tired. My friend, Alistair replied to my Instagram story on Thursday telling me that "Assignments are important so does rest. Take care, Thahirah". Thank you, Alistair.

"Allah is Al -Jabbar. Meaning He can fix anything that's broken.
No matter how broken it is, He can put it back together. You can be shattered into pieces
through your life problems. Rely on the Al- Jabbar to fix it no matter how impossible you think"

I am not happy with my life right now. I am hoping for something that would never happen. I am waiting/hoping for someone to reply but I know that it will never happen. You know when someone texted you and you replied but he/she never reply back, I am currently in that situation. At least, tell me something or even tell me that you don't want to be friends with me anymore or even tell me what's going on or just tell me that you don't want to text me anymore. Don't keep on making me hanging, waiting or even wondering of what's going on. I think it's not nice to do that to people, you know. If you dislike someone so much, then just tell them straight to their face, don't make them wondering or even waiting for you. I don't know what to do, but I'll always know and remember that Allah can fix everything.

Yours truly

Monday, August 15, 2016

Life-ish & Fashion-ish

I've always been passionate about my blog. Till now. Even though, it has been a while since the last I sit down, have the time for this blog. Anyways, I am actually really happy because I'm writing again. I'm sharing my journey again, with you guys. A lot of things had happened lately. I'm now in college! Alhamdulillah. I am so happy + nervous + excited at the same time. I have a lot of mixed feelings inside of me. But, what I'm actually excited is to learn something after a while, after months I've neglected my studies, school and stuff. But here I am, continue it again.

I had my prep class the last three weeks. It was wonderful. It was funny. It was nerve wrecking. All in once. And I met some new friends. We've known each other for like 3 weeks but we're like family. I'm studying Mass Communication in IACT College. I haven't decide to choose Public Relation, Broadcasting or anything. I have to study everything before I chose any of that main course. InsyaAllah. I can do it. Pray for me, ok?

Work? I'm still working. But I'm not a fulltime retail associates anymore. I convert myself to part time because of my studies. Why I'm still working? I need money. I don't want just to count on,on my parents. I've been thinking to resign. But, I'm not sure yet. Life has been very good, Alhamdulillah. But I notice that I haven't read Quran in a while. Allah has gave me a lot of amazing things lately. Money, clothes, food. Its all from Him. I have to get back to my routine where I used to read the Quran every night after Maghrib. I need to do that more often.

And guys, I made a YouTube. Its a makeup tutorial. I hope you guys love the video. Subscribe to my channel and give it a thumbs up! And pleaseeeeee support meeeeee! <3 GRWM: Makeup tutorial

I wanna to share a little fashion post with you guys. I bought this jacket a while back. But I haven't share it with you guys. I love this jacket so much. This jacket just perfect with every kind of looks. Wether you want to dress it up or you want to dress it down.

This jacket is from Adidas Originals

This jacket is flowy. Its bad ass and amazing. I've rock out this jacket a while back and it is absolutely bad ass leather jacket. This one is from Cotton On. I couldn't find the jacket in the website. :-( so sorry guys!

I hope you love reading this post as much as I love sharing it with you guys! And don't forget to check out my new video on YouTube! Thanks guys! <3

Wednesday, April 13, 2016


I did some beauty shopping
recently because, why not. No, not really actually. It's because I just want something that I've always wanted so I decided to splurged some things that I've been eyeing for awhile. It's going to be a haul this time, not a favourites, even though, some have just been my favourites (hehe). All of this products, I have used it and also for the shade. Just wanna let you guys know about how I feel for all the products that I am going to mention below. I'm gonna do a list so that you guys won't get confuse that much :-)                          

  1. Thayers - Rose Petal Toner
  2. Shade - Cotton On
  3. Velvet Vanity Liquid Lipstick - Libra Baby
  4. MAC - Whirl
  5. Origins - Clear Improvement Charcoal Mask
  6. MAC : Brozer - Give Me Sun
  7. Physicians Formula - Highlight
  8. Mario Badescu - Drying Lotion
  9. Clinique - Moisturizing Gel
  10. Becca Highlight - Champagne Pop
  11. Marc Jacobs - Eat Cake
  12. Tarte - Maracuja Oil
  13. Maybelline - Gel Liner         

1. The first one is this gorgeous Teal eye shadow from Urban Decay. I've worn it once and it is so beautiful. It is so eye catching. It may not be the colour that just can put it on everyday or your cup of tea but I love experimenting new shades and new colours. This shadow is suitable for any night out with your girlfriends, feeling really cool about yourself or you just wanna rock the hell out of yourself. This shade just automatically put your mood on and be a badass woman/lady.

2. This bronzer is my favourite! I don't know if you guys haven't try this out yet, if you haven't, please go and buy it NOW! This bronzer is from MAC - Give Me Sun. The name of this bronzer is actually so suitable of how you want to describe this bronzer. It just give you this sun kiss glow to your cheeks and you'll get that goddess look straight away. Highly recommend!

3. This highlight just give me life right now. It's from Physicians Formula and it is incredible!! It is so pricey though, even though it's from the drugstore but I feel like I'm paying for a high-en products sigh. But the quality of this bad boy, is VERY, VERY HIGH-EN. So, it is worth it. You can get this at Guardian. I bought mine in Guardian, Mid Valley. It's not sparkly which I love. It just gives you that glow.

4. This lipstick is from Marc Jacobs is very beautiful and moisturizing. It's not that pink. It's very natural and slightly pink, but you can work it out if you want that rosey lips. I sometimes apply this on my cheeks and it looks so lovely. This is my everyday go to lipstick now.

5. This is a Malaysian based brand I am so proud for this brand. I don't know the owner of this brand but this liquid lipstick from Velvet Vanity in the shade Libra Baby is gorgeous. It's like your everyday go to nude but have slightly peach undertones in it. It feels watery when you apply it and that makes it very comfortable to wear it. It just glides on so easily and last all day. You know sometimes they are liquid lipstick that just applies so roughly and sometimes it just feel uncomfortable on your lips, well this liquid lipstick is not. I highly recommend. I wore this to work one day, and I was surprised with the formula. You can buy this at their website Velvet Vanity.

6. This lipctick is from MAC in the shade Whirl. You know Kylie Jenner used to wear this. Well, I found it not suitable for me, I just dab it on my finger from the actual lipstick and just apply it on my lips and also my cheeks.

7. Jaclyn Hill did an amazing job creating a highlight with Becca. This highlight is called Champagne Pop. You guys may have known already. This is a gold highlight that just gives you that 'highlight on fleek' look.

8. I'm not a wing liner kind of girl but after I bought this Maybelline liner, I fell in love straight away and I love doing a wing now hehe.

10. I don't know what's the name of this palette but it is gorgeous. The reason I bought this is because I am into orange kinda look right now and I fell in love with the orange shade straight away. This palette is all matte and this is my current go to palette right now. It's from Stila, by the way!

11. This Mario Badescu Drying Lotion is for you pimple. You apply the pink fluid on your pimple and the magic will happen! I've been using it a lot lately when I see any pimple that wants to appear on my face.

12. Maracuja Oil from Tarte is the best!! I love to apply it when my face looking dull and tired. I apply this every night!

13. It is amazing for you pores! You can feel a bit tingling, not that much but I know it is working hehe. Love this so much!!

14. Last but not least, is this shade from Cotton On. Love how it just compliments every look or any outfit. It's so chic and it fits perfectly!

I hope you guys enjoy reading this! It took me hours just to get this blog post done and I am so proud and happy of how it turns out. Thank you so much!